.:: Sichi ::..:: Satu ::..:: One ::..:: Uno ::.

Am I a high-tempered guy..??
Kind of suck when sumeone close to me complaint that I'm a HIGH-TEMPERED PERSON even though I treat her well
I hate being control
I wanna free myself
I wanna explore the world

I'm gonna to make a list
List that contain 100 things that I wanna do before I reach 30
Post by Post, I'll list out all the things that came into my crazy-mind
Start with number 1 and end with number 100

Number (1)

Make a police report about lecturer that came late to class. (Kind of crazy, right..??)

I'm the one taking this picture. =)

Strike For PME - Project Management & Economics

Tonight, I'll study all-out about this subject.
This subject is all about number, figure, situation, analysis, interest and management.

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Plant based procedures. Calculating capital cost. To expert in this part, first we have to know about the concept cost.
Based on equipment, we need to know its operating pressure, material of construction and type of equipment.

• From type of equipment like tube-shell heat exchanger and physical properties like heat transfer area, we need to determine cost (Cp) of the equipment from given figure.
• From the same type of equipment and operating pressure, we'll get operating factor (Fp) of the equipment from given figure.
• From type of equipment and material of construction, we'll find material factor (Fm) based on table given.
  

After finding Fp and Fm, directly from value of Fp times Fm, we can find F0BM, F0BM can be find on given figure also. For situation where Fp = 1 and Fm = 1 or material of construction based on carbon steel, find FBM the same figure in finding F0BM. For some equipment, it came with internal items such as trays and packing. Some internal item only have material of construction and some are based on diameter or height of the equipment. Find F0BM directly from table.
From value of F0BM times Cp, we can get C0BM. Same goes to value of FBM times Cp, we can get CBM.
Sum all the value of C0BM and CBM and find total module cost and grass roots cost based on equations below;

CTM = 1.18 x (Sum of C0BM)
CGR = CTM + 0.35 x (Sum of CBM)

Thats all for question 1.. Hehe.. For those who work as plant engineer or economic analysis, maybe they'll understand what is written above..

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Lets Clear Our Mind and Start Something New

For all my friends and foes out there, I'm sorry if I'm being such a jerk lately..
I have to many things clinging on my mind..
I'm sorry if I ever throw you such a bad word..
I'm sorry if I ever hit you on purpose or without purpose..

Being a jerk is the only way I can protect myself..
I don't want people to use me or bully me..
I don't have guts to say no if someone ask me to do something..
The only way to avoid "no" word are not saying anything or being a jerk..

I want to make friends but I don't know how to keep friendship in a long term..
I want to keep smiling but my face muscle are contracted in serious shape than smiling shape..
If people say I'm an arrogant person, I'm not mad at them because it's all about me..
If I act like I know everything instead I don't know anything, guide me rather than backstabbing me..

I know my eyes are un-controllable, I know some people are scared with me..
Not because I'm so scary but because I like to stare people and make them un-comfortable..
I don't know why I feel so nervous when I'm in a lot of people attention at certain places..
I hope I can do something about it, but give me times to adapt to changes..

~ Lets Clear Our Mind and Start Something New ~

.:: I [Don't] Wanna Grow Up ::.

Bila bosan2 macam ni, member pulak dah balik kampung masing2 untuk menyambut lebaran yang bakal menjelang seminggu lagi. Aku still kat UMP lagi menunggu masa untuk pulang esok pagi menaiki bas UMP menuju ke kampung halaman.


Masa bosan2 ni, layanlah bukak laman friendster yang dah agak lama x aku jenguk. Ada plak comment dari awek lama. Layankan aje. Bukak pulak profile member2 kamceng masa kat sekolah dulu. View comment2 diorg. Owh My God, member aku slalu lepak kat sekolah teknik dulu dah bertunang. Memanglah aku dah x rapat lagi dgn dia but it's make me to think, have I evolve to take responsible like him or I'm always still be a teenager that always look for reason to stay away from responsibility..?


Buat masa sekarang, kepala aku lebih fikir enjoy the moment of freedom than taking responsibility towards other human being in my life. Engagement for me is like 2 molecules that will 'stuck' whole journey together until some force of universe exist that will separating those molecules (break-up) or maybe help it get more stronger bond between 2 molecules (married).


I need to grow up. Really..? Being a matured adult. Are u sure..? Stop those childish act. U got to be kidding me.. Buat masa skrg, aku plan untuk berdikari dan bergantung atas usaha sendiri. Cari duit belanja sendiri, managing time between work & study dan banyak lagi future plan yang aku nak achieve step by step sebelum melangkah ke dunia dewasa. Grow up have it's own pro & contra.

"If a man afraid of growing up, that's mean he afraid of commitment.." - Barney Stinson

.:: Re-Schedule Lifetime Planning ::.

I've planned my lifetime period to achieve lot of things for me & my family. Few days before, I've heard bad news from my educational advisor (P.A) that my appeal about my future academic structure have been denied by faculty's higher administration. Due to that news, I've to re-schedule my plan on my future life. I'm planning to finish my study in December 2010 but due to new academic structure, I'll be graduating in middle of 2012. I need to extend my study for another year in order to finish full credit hour to graduate.

Why all this thing happen to me..??
After few days thinking reasons why all this happen to me, finally I got the answer. It's all my fault. I play to much during my 2nd and 3rd semester in UMP. I'm being selfish. I didn't think what my family would feel if I fail subjects. Love made me crazy. "Lantaklah.." is the word first appear in my mind when I'm taking tough subjects in my academic structure. "Pontenglah.." is the word came out from my mouth when I feel lazy to wake up early for morning class. Those words drag me into this miserable problems.

Since past few semesters, I've set my mind, no matter how long would it takes, I'll finish my study & I'll graduate as maximum CPA as I can get. Not "Kira oklah tu.." CPA. I know, extending semester means I need to use my own money to pay for my study fees. I'll grab every chance that exist to generate money as long as it wouldn't effect my study.

After finishing study & graduating in middle of 2012, I'll work hard to find job that will make my family happy. I will redeem the sadness that my family have to face while I extending my study with all the happiness that I could give. About myself, my feelings, my love? Let God decide which is the best for me now & in the future.

Dear all reader, please wish me luck in achieving target that I've plan above with maximum outcome. I'll maximize my study in order to achieve maximum result. Thank you for spending time reading my post about sadness that I feel in the moment. Thank you God for giving me chances to redeem mistakes that I've made before. I will be a better man tomorrow than what I am today.

.:: New Semester With New Style ::.

1 week have past in this new semester.
Start from 6th of July, I've registered new semester in UMP.
In this semester, I'm taking 7 subjects with total 15 credit hours.
2 lab subjects, 1 university subject, 1 final year subject & 3 core subjects for my course.

I hope, in this semester, i can at least maintain my CPA.

I also will work hard to increase it to certain level that I feel satisfied to maintain it until I finish my degree in Chemical Engineering.

In this semester, I also work in "Working Student" scheme.
I'm working part time as research assistant.
Like "killing two birds with one stone", I can earn income to support my expenses here & I can get lots of knowledge about running experiments for my "Projek Sarjana Muda" later on.
I want to say thank you to people around me that inspire me to achieve greater position in this semester.

Right now, I'm staying in hostel, same as my first year in UMP.
After few renovation made to my room, to be exactly, at my territory, I feel so comfortable to study and do all things that I want to.
Want to see my study table a.k.a my bed...??

Left side of study table...

Right side of study table...

Not too crowded & not too empty.
Full of my things and space in the middle are place for me to do my study.
Above it is my bed & below it fill with "haram" & "halal" furniture.
Angle of lights not very suitable but thanks to my cousin, I have my own small but very bright "kalimantang" lamp.
I put my books below the table for time being because I didn't have any serious lecture yet.

That's post from me for a moment. If I may have free time due to my very tight working & studying timetable, I'll update my blog.

Thanks for spending your time reading my post. I really appreciate it. =)

.:: Terima Kasih, Cinta ::.

4 weeks more until both of us take our own way to confront challenge in different life.

Hope God always be with you. God knows better than use. We are destined this way.

Terima Kasih Cinta.



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