.:: I [Don't] Wanna Grow Up ::.

Bila bosan2 macam ni, member pulak dah balik kampung masing2 untuk menyambut lebaran yang bakal menjelang seminggu lagi. Aku still kat UMP lagi menunggu masa untuk pulang esok pagi menaiki bas UMP menuju ke kampung halaman.


Masa bosan2 ni, layanlah bukak laman friendster yang dah agak lama x aku jenguk. Ada plak comment dari awek lama. Layankan aje. Bukak pulak profile member2 kamceng masa kat sekolah dulu. View comment2 diorg. Owh My God, member aku slalu lepak kat sekolah teknik dulu dah bertunang. Memanglah aku dah x rapat lagi dgn dia but it's make me to think, have I evolve to take responsible like him or I'm always still be a teenager that always look for reason to stay away from responsibility..?


Buat masa sekarang, kepala aku lebih fikir enjoy the moment of freedom than taking responsibility towards other human being in my life. Engagement for me is like 2 molecules that will 'stuck' whole journey together until some force of universe exist that will separating those molecules (break-up) or maybe help it get more stronger bond between 2 molecules (married).


I need to grow up. Really..? Being a matured adult. Are u sure..? Stop those childish act. U got to be kidding me.. Buat masa skrg, aku plan untuk berdikari dan bergantung atas usaha sendiri. Cari duit belanja sendiri, managing time between work & study dan banyak lagi future plan yang aku nak achieve step by step sebelum melangkah ke dunia dewasa. Grow up have it's own pro & contra.

"If a man afraid of growing up, that's mean he afraid of commitment.." - Barney Stinson